Tuesday, December 2, 2008

State of mind

This post is all about how weird a person can get without knowing the reason of him/her being weird. I prefer to call it the state of mind.

It rarely happens but I guess it happens to everyone when a person doesnt know why he/she is behaving in a certain abnormal way. My guess is that at times, vacuum gets created in the brain when the brain deviates from its normal thought process and thinks of weird things that one may have not even dreamed about. Then, the person doesnt even realize if any one is around him or if he/she is with someone. It happened to me on my recent trip to Chicago. I was the one who planned the trip and was keen for the trip. But when the trip was on, my sane mental state went for a ride somewhere. I was totally out and I failed to realize that I had a group with me. It becomes really difficult to explain to people what you are thinking about during such state of mind because you end up thinking about things which are so trivial and which cannot be discussed as they are hard to understand.

I guess I need to spend some time with myself.

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